"Peggy and Charles came up today and she said that she had your Regina Spector song you recorded on her phone at school and her co-workers wanted to know who the singer was and they really liked you—and said you were so pretty too! (true!)
She said one teacher who has a 5 yr old played it at home and the 5 yr old loves your song and has her play it all the time!
You have fans! (we knew that too)”
they like me! they really like me! i have tiny baby fans who i have never met!
last year, i read a yearly overview horoscope and it talked a lot about how i needed to spend this past year preparing for the best year of my life, which will start on july 25th of this year. they gave me an actual date. and i have had this date in mind since last summer. the best year of my life will be when i’m 23, according to my horoscope. i think i’m too young to appreciate the best year of my entire life and that also it is far too soon for that to happen. i mean, that just means everything is downhill after this.
but i still can’t help but think that maybe it will be. i’m expecting to win the lottery or get the lead in a broadway show (haha) or become queen or something. like what can possibly happen. it’s creepin up…
but it’s almost a self fulfilling prophecy, like if you knew (…thought) the best year of your life was approaching, wouldn’t you look at decisions like “well….that wouldn’t be involved in the best year of my life” or “i wouldn’t be hanging out with that person or working there during the best year of my life” so you make choices accordingly. what if we all just did that, regardless of what horoscope said? what would happen?
what would happen if i liked every single fb status on my feed? would anyone notice?